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Diary

25.05.2008  New days

At home Andrey listens to easy music.

Andrey would love to build something with his own hands. Half a year ago he made a coffee table decorated with coffee beans – it looks like a very expensive thing from a fancy boutique. But now he has no strength at all. With difficulties he approaches the computer table, to go on-line, to read news. For lunch we had sushi – Andrey loves it and can eat it endlessly. This is the only food he is allowed to eat that brings him pleasure. He has no appetite, but Andrey knows that he needs strength and eats regularly.

In the evening we watched a movie and went to bed early. After Andrey falls asleep, it seems like the clock is ticking too loud, you are afraid to move – not to wake him up. One more day has passed. It feels like it was not a day, but a week - everything was so intense.

In the days that have passed since April 24 we seem to have changed. What has stayed the same is our love for life, which Andrey personifies so much now. Actually, no. We started to love life even more. Yesterday we received the tests results:

Hemoglobin 50, used to be 53 (norm 140)
Bilirubin 60, used too be 80 (norm 18)